Out of the blue…book that is…6/3/06

Thinking of a way to have it all ~ I feel so stifled, there is so much compassion inside my heart that I am not finding an adequate outlet for. It is so much compassion that it would overwhelm even one hundred people. My work is sucking me dry and I feel like I'm wasting time. I must come up with a way to effectively represent myself as an asset to an organization that I would be willing to passionately represent. This is my recent challenge….So we sit in the middle of a fountain near Lake Shore Drive ~ Hadassah takes pictures of me contemplating major life changes ~ which I have been doing the past few days ~ They haven't varied much lately, but are a far cry from previous plans. She is very thrown off. I don't blame her and am trying to be very patient. Her life and mine are so intertwined any flux in mine is a major flux in hers…I must understand why.