flourish

An abrupt change followed a year of exploration, of realization...not so abrupt after all. I flourish. Accusations of my ignorance of self are based on an irrelevant metric. What applies to one doesn't fit another. I've known who I am since I was young. What has changed is my reaction to circumstance. I flourish. Now relatively firm and confident, learning to let go and just live...be authentic and choose wisely...keys to coming into my own, becoming me. I flourish. Not worrying what others think, but not embracing those who disrespect. Shedding dead weight...what's left are few, but cherished. I flourish.

Finally in the sunlight, emancipated from serial voids. Having survived on the bitter, I cautiously sample the sweet. Consumption effects existence. Partaking accordingly. I flourish. Evil words, lost on me. Existing in truth, I pay them no mind. Unbeknowingly guided onto a new plane...I've discovered the obvious. Unaware, but certain. Interventions kept me safe, despite myself. Eternal education effectively aided by elective consciousness. What I've needed was here all along. In Him, I flourish.

anticipation

(late post from 2/5/10)

Tasting a peace I've never known, restlessness subsides for the most part, a sweet assurance, 'all is well or soon will be', subconsciously invades moments of longing...an opposite complement, yet our priorities align. In the pursuit of Him, together, we find ourselves. For me it's more a reassurance, for him a new direction and confidence in his identity. His virtues, life exposes and extols. This is admiration, not infatuation...I embrace the momentary fear, as soon it morphs into anticipation. With bated breath, knowing my glowing moments of life will come.